Bad Guy
I am not a very good friend these days, and i am not sure how to break the cycle. The hours of the day when I have time to use the telephone usually take place between midnight and 2am. The rest of the hours of the day i am operating at breakneck speed just to keep myself together and am not doing the greatest job at that.
Dishes need to be done, laundry needs to be washed, garbage needs to be thrown out. Spanish needs to get learned, The Nuer needs to get read, and textbooks on assorted other topics are only adding to the clutter in the underground.
Because life requires money, i have been accepting pretty much any shift i am offered at work which results in days like today; eleven hours at the office.
Sleep is, as usual, an aside. I am starting to miss it.
I have piles of unreturned phone calls and emails, I'm tired of apologizing for being so unavailable, and i don't know what to do about it.
posted by ces @ 5:34 PM
2 Comments:
What you should do is stop apologizing. Or feeling like you need to. You have a busy life, lots of us do. You can't hold that against a person. We do the best we can and our friends, knowing what our life is like, should accept that there are times when we can't do everything we'd like, but just manage to get by on what we need.
i second that one, kelly! don't worry g.f. and get some sleep!
xomo
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